Sometimes you're unsatisfied with your life, while many people in this world are dreaming of living your life.... A child on a farm sees plane fly overhead & dreams of flying. But, a pilot on the plane sees the farmhouse & dreams of returning home. That's life! Enjoy yours... if wealth is the secret of happiness, then the rich should be dancing on the streets. But only poor kids do that. If power ensures security, then officials should walk unguarded. But those who live simply, sleep soundly. If beauty and fame bring ideal relationships, then celebrities should have the best marriages. Live simply, walk humbly and love genuinely... All good will come back to you...!

Without pain and struggle you wouldn't have strength and character. Without negative people you might not appreciate the positive people in your life. Without that rejection or break up you might not have been guided to something better. Without that person saying you couldn't do it, you might not have had the motivation to do it. Without sadness and depression you might lack the compassion and caring you have today. Without painful endings you may not have been led to that great new beginning. There is a reason and a purpose in everything, and a true blessing in everything if you can open your eyes to see it and open your heart to know it. Don't ask why me. Don't say I didn't deserve this. Ask how can I use this? How can this make me stronger, better, wiser? Use the pain in your life as fuel to take you wherever you need to go. Use the mess in your life as a blessing to take you some place better. Have faith and trust that some endings are sent for new beginnings. It might not feel great at the time, but keep your head up and be open to the fact that you deserve better and if you keep believing you'll get better. Be open to the fact that you can't see the rest of the puzzle just yet, but just trust it will be a masterpiece. All of us experience pain and hard times, only some of us use that pain to grow. Don't just go through it. Grow through it. It will make you better if you can find the courage inside you to keep going. Come out the other side of your pain stronger, better and wiser. Your greatest life can not be lived without the strength that comes from your struggles. Your best life cannot be lived without great challenges. Trust this is a part of life. Find the purpose in the pain. Be one of the few who see the message in the mess. Be one of the few who gain the strength through the struggle. Who see the blessing in the lessons.

It took me a very long time to discover myself in a way that I can express myself, my thoughts and visions. Is there anyone reading this? Can I really reach you with my words? Do I make a difference? That remains a question, but I like to try. And this is why: Along the way I found out what works and what doesn't work for me. I know my low points, my weaknesses and I know better than anyone how I work. As I always say, and it is and remains a cliché, treating another as you would like to be treated yourself is the key. Unfortunately, I cannot control how someone else thinks, how they treat me and in what situations that has brought me. A lot has happened so that I have lost hope often enough, confidence has been damaged and I have often stood on the brink of collapse. Yet with time and awareness I have found my way back and I have kept my goal in mind. I want to show who I am, not how someone else presents me or treats me. I want to share how I think and how things can be improved, I want to help those who have experienced the same thing, I want to help make this world a better place, at least I want to try. When I was in a worse state, it was always something that was missing. Someone who understood me, who felt what I felt, who could articulate what was going on inside of me, someone who took care of me, someone who could guide me through the search and name of all the chaos inside of me. But when that person was not there, I only had two options, and I chose to fight. I wanted to discover who I was, what caused my thoughts, my questions and my emptiness, and how I could fill, name and express it, how I could find myself in the chaos, and make the chaos in the world change. I went through a development and growth that I never envisaged until a few years ago. I am an introvert, I am HSP (Highly Sensitive Person), someone with an extra sense, I see, feel and think deeply, intense and often. This has always been something that got in my way, and what I am uncertain about, I feel more vulnerable, because when you feel and experience everything so intensely, it can cause you enormous damage. I learned my lessons in this and formed my vision and passion. I want to help others see and feel that things can be different. Because it is possible, as long as you are willing to look at yourself with all pure and genuine intentions and to express this.

self improvement: everyone has flaws because no human will ever be perfect. and at the end of the day the only one that can improve you is YOU. you make the change. you take the risks. when it comes down to it no one else can do those things for you. the hard part about improving yourself is that it takes time. most valuable things take time. think about it like this... when you plant a seed it takes time to sprout so you give it the proper supplies in order for it to sprout at some point, like water and sunlight but at the end of the day you know at some point the plant will sprout, same thing with real life. we start by "planting a seed" or starting the change and then we give ourselves the things we need to help us grow like patience, perspective, perseverance, etc. and as time passes we continue to grow "roots" or a foundation for our growth and in the end we do eventually sprout. change doesn't happen overnight. it's never going to be easy. one of the hardest things in life is pointing out your own flaws to yourself and trying to improve them. you will struggle to fix it. you have to expect yourself to fall a couple times before you eventually succeed! being human is not being perfect which is always something to keep in mind. but do the best you can to be the best you can. and do it for yourself. there will be people in the world that just don't like things about you but that's reality. do it because you want to. don't do it for them.